Well I left my flat last night with the intention of going to the Vic but never actually got there. Ended up having a sick night with some existing mates I bumped into and a whole bunch of new people. Was an awesome night and managed to throw in the fact it was my birthday a couple of days ago, which warranted celebrating. When the first shot hits the back of my throat at 6pm you know its gonna be a long night!!
In the mix were a few poker buddies and before getting too drunk we discussed a few things, as one of them was last years poker soc. VP. I am now taking the reigns off him so quite pleased with that, gives me something to do. He has also decided to increase his stake in me from £50 to £150 and one other guy has staked me £100. This is all good news as the fear of going bust isn't as daunting so I can play with more confidence. So I now have a live poker roll of £400 sitting infront of me, pretty sick!! Obv there are conditions to it but on a basic level they are taking 33% of my weekly profit, insisting that I play a minimum of 3 times a week and either leave with £100 profit or get up after 4 hours, which ever happens sooner. I pay back half their stakes at the end of August and the other half at the start of uni.
As a result of this, and other factors, I withdrew $140 from Stars this morning and am not re-depositing for a long time. To earn the same amount online as I do per hour in the Vic I'd have to be playing some serious stakes, which I cannot afford to roll myself for. Until such time as I am able to pump some serious money into Stars I am not going to be happy or content with spending hours of my life for $20-40 profit days. The bottom line is I play poker for the money!
I am also going into the bar in a couple of hours to find out if I have the job..if thats positive then its even better because the Vic is about a 10min walk from the bar and a bunch of people from work play there. Last time I took Tom there he walked with a £360 profit so can't imagine it will be too hard to convince him :P
So depending on shift patterns I intend to go there straight from work and grind it out for a couple of hours, utilise the faith a couple of mates have showed in me....lets hope I earn you guys some money now!!
Thursday, 23 July 2009
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Crap
Just had my first session in a while and it was awful, diabolical.
There was an element of run bad and then just some hideous play by me off the back of it. I must have had JJ about 11 times and won twice.
Don't think I was really in the right frame of mind so got off prematurely. My inability to hit a flop just led to me making stupid calls and wild check raises etc. Restricted the losses to about $15!
Having spent a lot more time playing live recently I just don't seem to enjoy online and when I do, its only when I am winning. Theoretically this probably isn't a winning mentality. If I only enjoy playing when I am winning, online, then I am likely to have a pretty torrid time of it. Granted we can't all expect to win every session but the majority of players probably still take an element of enjoyment from a losing session, even if its in the form of analysing hands after. I don't do that at and certainly don't intend to at micro stakes.
Not too arsed about this now given I am withdrawing today or tomorrow but I may well give it some thought over the next couple of weeks. Time may be better spent in the Vic, where even if its looking like I am leaving home with nothing, I still enjoy the games.
There was an element of run bad and then just some hideous play by me off the back of it. I must have had JJ about 11 times and won twice.
Don't think I was really in the right frame of mind so got off prematurely. My inability to hit a flop just led to me making stupid calls and wild check raises etc. Restricted the losses to about $15!
Having spent a lot more time playing live recently I just don't seem to enjoy online and when I do, its only when I am winning. Theoretically this probably isn't a winning mentality. If I only enjoy playing when I am winning, online, then I am likely to have a pretty torrid time of it. Granted we can't all expect to win every session but the majority of players probably still take an element of enjoyment from a losing session, even if its in the form of analysing hands after. I don't do that at and certainly don't intend to at micro stakes.
Not too arsed about this now given I am withdrawing today or tomorrow but I may well give it some thought over the next couple of weeks. Time may be better spent in the Vic, where even if its looking like I am leaving home with nothing, I still enjoy the games.
Run Goot!
Firstly, nice work Jon for not only actually putting in the volume and getting back in the game but also eradicating tilt problems from your game. Was certainly your biggest leak and its well and truly plugged! Congrats...
Dedication and commitment goes a long way, just hope you keep it up throughout the summer.
My summer has also had a huge turn-a-round in the last few days. I took the gamble and decided to quit work, with the intention of going to Bulgaria, depending on my financial circumstances at the end of the week. Well, one of my qualms with the last job was the anti-social environment, the bullshit, the hours, the pretentious Cambridge graduates etc etc etc. Well, it would appear I have now landed a job in my mates' Dad's bar in West London. We go there quite a bit and its a pretty sick, swanky little place. Will have it confirmed tomorrow but yeh...looking good!!
Its about the same pay as I was on, its a much nicer working environment, I can work whilst studying come Sept, I am working with a good mate, I know most of the people that work there anyway. SICK!
Really really happy about that, not just for the reasons above but also cos my parents will definately ease up on going abroad..they will feel more comfortable knowing I can come back to a job.
This also benefits poker obviously, as I am able to continue to separate the money, thus being able to play more freely.
I am grinding all day today and tomorrow but will hopefully get the chance to hit the Vic later this evening.
GL :D
Dedication and commitment goes a long way, just hope you keep it up throughout the summer.
My summer has also had a huge turn-a-round in the last few days. I took the gamble and decided to quit work, with the intention of going to Bulgaria, depending on my financial circumstances at the end of the week. Well, one of my qualms with the last job was the anti-social environment, the bullshit, the hours, the pretentious Cambridge graduates etc etc etc. Well, it would appear I have now landed a job in my mates' Dad's bar in West London. We go there quite a bit and its a pretty sick, swanky little place. Will have it confirmed tomorrow but yeh...looking good!!
Its about the same pay as I was on, its a much nicer working environment, I can work whilst studying come Sept, I am working with a good mate, I know most of the people that work there anyway. SICK!
Really really happy about that, not just for the reasons above but also cos my parents will definately ease up on going abroad..they will feel more comfortable knowing I can come back to a job.
This also benefits poker obviously, as I am able to continue to separate the money, thus being able to play more freely.
I am grinding all day today and tomorrow but will hopefully get the chance to hit the Vic later this evening.
GL :D
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
Dry Spell
As you can probably tell by the lack of posts, I have played no poker whatsoever in the past week.
Had an absolute awesome week however, which is probably what kept me away!
Had 3 birthdays in a row at the start of last week, which were awesome, followed by my birthday weekend just gone, where a few surprises were revealed..
Eternally grateful for that, just what I needed and great fun!
I am also kind of unable to play much now I am back cos the mrs is off tomorrow and I won't see her for 10 weeks so she's quite insistent on being with me every second..damn it!
Whats more, it looks like I may head to Bulgaria for the best part of 3 weeks on Friday, can't really be arsed with the working grind here, life is too short. How many more opportunities am I gonna have similar to this summer? My parents are kind of in agreement so me and my old man might share the driving to Bulgaria, so so sick. Love it!
That also means a massive break from poker and entirely destroys my summer plans for the game! So, I intend to hit the Vic tomorrow night, one last time, hopefully take a nice profit away and then pay my live roll into the bank :( (loved having £50s rolling around my desk :P).
On Thursday I intend to grind the absolute shit out of 10nl all day and see if I can hit $200 online before also withdrawing that. Shall then have to pick up poker and reality upon my return!
Kind of frustrating, its been an odd summer I guess but really looking forward to things now, just hope I can get a job as soon as I come back, that way it sets me up again!
GL, will post again after ze Vic!
Had an absolute awesome week however, which is probably what kept me away!
Had 3 birthdays in a row at the start of last week, which were awesome, followed by my birthday weekend just gone, where a few surprises were revealed..
Eternally grateful for that, just what I needed and great fun!
I am also kind of unable to play much now I am back cos the mrs is off tomorrow and I won't see her for 10 weeks so she's quite insistent on being with me every second..damn it!
Whats more, it looks like I may head to Bulgaria for the best part of 3 weeks on Friday, can't really be arsed with the working grind here, life is too short. How many more opportunities am I gonna have similar to this summer? My parents are kind of in agreement so me and my old man might share the driving to Bulgaria, so so sick. Love it!
That also means a massive break from poker and entirely destroys my summer plans for the game! So, I intend to hit the Vic tomorrow night, one last time, hopefully take a nice profit away and then pay my live roll into the bank :( (loved having £50s rolling around my desk :P).
On Thursday I intend to grind the absolute shit out of 10nl all day and see if I can hit $200 online before also withdrawing that. Shall then have to pick up poker and reality upon my return!
Kind of frustrating, its been an odd summer I guess but really looking forward to things now, just hope I can get a job as soon as I come back, that way it sets me up again!
GL, will post again after ze Vic!
Tuesday, 14 July 2009
:(
Going to have to return to work tomorrow..
They have been really good with my unreliability so I was honest with them this morning and told them what I was thinking, thought I owed them that at least. They were still positive (demonstrates how much faith they have in me!) and said return by the end of the week or not at all, which is fair enough.
I may as well return tomorrow as opposed to Friday/Monday, to earn some dollar.
I started thinking yesterday, after my largely uneventful day, that its all the same anyway. If I quit this job I just have to go through the whole interview process again, stress about getting a job, lose out on another week or two's wages and then get a job to do the same thing-earn money to pay the rent. If I quit and play poker full-time-its to earn money to pay the rent. I am therefore better off getting the job with the most pay and least hours, to earn MYSELF some money via poker in spare time. Well I have told work that I am only doing 9-5, not staying a minute over, so thats what I will start doing. I am also on a self-employed contract so I don't have to pay tax (yes I know I am a student but they deduct it anyway and the rebate wouldn't come in until the end of the fiscal year), I'm also exempt from paying NI, which at 11% of your salary hurts really.
Further, the mrs fucks off again on Weds, everyone else in London, that is around, is working, mates from back home will be working etc. So when I am coming back to an empty flat and all the rest of it, its boring anyway. May as well just maximise earning potential for a bit longer. Parents are going to Bulgaria for three weeks in a weeks time so its not like I could even go home really, its too much of a hassle.
So, I will slog it out until about the 10th August (when parents return), at which point I will have enough money to just live off for the rest of the summer. I will then go home soon after, to spend the majority of August there.
This neglects poker so I want/need to make the most of it here. If I leave at 5pm from work I can still play, so I shall go to the Vic on Tues/Thurs/Fri/Sat every week, unless other plans interfere. Will try and play online every other day though.
Still going to look for other jobs and if something better comes along then the plans may change again, but for now I think this is the only logical and sensible option.
GL
They have been really good with my unreliability so I was honest with them this morning and told them what I was thinking, thought I owed them that at least. They were still positive (demonstrates how much faith they have in me!) and said return by the end of the week or not at all, which is fair enough.
I may as well return tomorrow as opposed to Friday/Monday, to earn some dollar.
I started thinking yesterday, after my largely uneventful day, that its all the same anyway. If I quit this job I just have to go through the whole interview process again, stress about getting a job, lose out on another week or two's wages and then get a job to do the same thing-earn money to pay the rent. If I quit and play poker full-time-its to earn money to pay the rent. I am therefore better off getting the job with the most pay and least hours, to earn MYSELF some money via poker in spare time. Well I have told work that I am only doing 9-5, not staying a minute over, so thats what I will start doing. I am also on a self-employed contract so I don't have to pay tax (yes I know I am a student but they deduct it anyway and the rebate wouldn't come in until the end of the fiscal year), I'm also exempt from paying NI, which at 11% of your salary hurts really.
Further, the mrs fucks off again on Weds, everyone else in London, that is around, is working, mates from back home will be working etc. So when I am coming back to an empty flat and all the rest of it, its boring anyway. May as well just maximise earning potential for a bit longer. Parents are going to Bulgaria for three weeks in a weeks time so its not like I could even go home really, its too much of a hassle.
So, I will slog it out until about the 10th August (when parents return), at which point I will have enough money to just live off for the rest of the summer. I will then go home soon after, to spend the majority of August there.
This neglects poker so I want/need to make the most of it here. If I leave at 5pm from work I can still play, so I shall go to the Vic on Tues/Thurs/Fri/Sat every week, unless other plans interfere. Will try and play online every other day though.
Still going to look for other jobs and if something better comes along then the plans may change again, but for now I think this is the only logical and sensible option.
GL
Monday, 13 July 2009
Aaaaa-Game!
So incredibly happy with the way I just played my second and final session of the day on 10nl.
I really really focused and played some good poker. I looked at every hand I was involved in and gave it thorough thought, focusing on opponents. Indeed, I have started to use the "notes" facility more and more, which came in particularly useful for this hand. The villain was on 3 of my 6 tables and I had some pretty solid reads on him, I felt:
PokerStars Game #30416274889: Hold'em No Limit ($0.05/$0.10) - 2009/07/13 18:14:08 WET [2009/07/13 13:14:08 ET]
Table 'Achernar VIII' 9-max Seat #8 is the button
Seat 1: Fafullon ($2.05 in chips)
Seat 2: ich_snej ($7.85 in chips)
Seat 4: Skarb25 ($5.05 in chips)
Seat 5: AlexRoux ($10 in chips)
Seat 6: Breesy1 ($9.40 in chips)
Seat 7: OberChiller ($5.70 in chips)
Seat 8: schakal5280 ($9.90 in chips)
Seat 9: jj2608 ($1.65 in chips)
jj2608: posts small blind $0.05
Fafullon: posts big blind $0.10
chiefrosi: sits out
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Breesy1 [8c 7c]
ich_snej: folds
Skarb25: folds
AlexRoux: raises $0.30 to $0.40
Breesy1: calls $0.40
OberChiller: folds
schakal5280: folds
jj2608: folds
Fafullon: folds
*** FLOP *** [3c Qc 3d]
AlexRoux: bets $0.50
Breesy1: raises $0.70 to $1.20
AlexRoux: calls $0.70
*** TURN *** [3c Qc 3d] [Th]
AlexRoux: checks
Breesy1: bets $2.30
AlexRoux: calls $2.30
*** RIVER *** [3c Qc 3d Th] [Qs]
AlexRoux: checks
Breesy1: bets $5.50 and is all-in
AlexRoux: folds
Uncalled bet ($5.50) returned to Breesy1
Breesy1 collected $7.60 from pot
Breesy1: shows [8c 7c] (two pair, Queens and Threes)
I was really happy with the way I played that. Further, I made a couple of epic value bets by over-betting the pot. Something that seems to confuse the crap out of people at this stake, so will bear that in mind. On two occasions two short stacks made similar moves and I called them off with an underpair and won. Was generally extremely pleased with the way I played.
I also think 6-tabling is my optimum. I earnt $17 in my hour this morning and I just earnt $21 in my hour just now. Seems to me that I can focus more keenly on 6 tables, make notes and play the opponent better.
Roll is now up to the $150 mark, I said I would withdraw but I may well leave it a bit, things are going well so why rock the boat.
Will post again later on my decision(s) regarding work, effectively gone full circle though. GL!
I really really focused and played some good poker. I looked at every hand I was involved in and gave it thorough thought, focusing on opponents. Indeed, I have started to use the "notes" facility more and more, which came in particularly useful for this hand. The villain was on 3 of my 6 tables and I had some pretty solid reads on him, I felt:
PokerStars Game #30416274889: Hold'em No Limit ($0.05/$0.10) - 2009/07/13 18:14:08 WET [2009/07/13 13:14:08 ET]
Table 'Achernar VIII' 9-max Seat #8 is the button
Seat 1: Fafullon ($2.05 in chips)
Seat 2: ich_snej ($7.85 in chips)
Seat 4: Skarb25 ($5.05 in chips)
Seat 5: AlexRoux ($10 in chips)
Seat 6: Breesy1 ($9.40 in chips)
Seat 7: OberChiller ($5.70 in chips)
Seat 8: schakal5280 ($9.90 in chips)
Seat 9: jj2608 ($1.65 in chips)
jj2608: posts small blind $0.05
Fafullon: posts big blind $0.10
chiefrosi: sits out
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Breesy1 [8c 7c]
ich_snej: folds
Skarb25: folds
AlexRoux: raises $0.30 to $0.40
Breesy1: calls $0.40
OberChiller: folds
schakal5280: folds
jj2608: folds
Fafullon: folds
*** FLOP *** [3c Qc 3d]
AlexRoux: bets $0.50
Breesy1: raises $0.70 to $1.20
AlexRoux: calls $0.70
*** TURN *** [3c Qc 3d] [Th]
AlexRoux: checks
Breesy1: bets $2.30
AlexRoux: calls $2.30
*** RIVER *** [3c Qc 3d Th] [Qs]
AlexRoux: checks
Breesy1: bets $5.50 and is all-in
AlexRoux: folds
Uncalled bet ($5.50) returned to Breesy1
Breesy1 collected $7.60 from pot
Breesy1: shows [8c 7c] (two pair, Queens and Threes)
I was really happy with the way I played that. Further, I made a couple of epic value bets by over-betting the pot. Something that seems to confuse the crap out of people at this stake, so will bear that in mind. On two occasions two short stacks made similar moves and I called them off with an underpair and won. Was generally extremely pleased with the way I played.
I also think 6-tabling is my optimum. I earnt $17 in my hour this morning and I just earnt $21 in my hour just now. Seems to me that I can focus more keenly on 6 tables, make notes and play the opponent better.
Roll is now up to the $150 mark, I said I would withdraw but I may well leave it a bit, things are going well so why rock the boat.
Will post again later on my decision(s) regarding work, effectively gone full circle though. GL!
One Time!
I was up half the night contemplating whether to go to work, and I woke up still contemplating. I had a long chat with 2 people and both gave similar sort of responses, albeit disgruntingly at 8am! Eventually, against my better judgement, I put a suit on and commenced my journey to work. Then I got to the tube station, looked up and there it was, staring me in the face...the reason why I turned round and went home. 30/40/50 people descending on Bow Road tube station and not one, not one of them looked happy. I am NOT starting the grind now, im barely out of nappies. I have the rest of my life to worry about that.
My aim at the start of this summer was too add some weight to my CV (check-I got the job, its now on CV, never going anywhere, plenty of ways to skin a cat, goal 2-to have £1000 sitting in current account, to have £500 sitting in savings, to have a poker roll of about £500, to have part-time work guaranteed heading in to the new academic year. Nowhere in my list of goals were there t+c's saying "you must do whatever it takes to achieve these, its a life or death situation and this summer is crucial to the remaining 60 years of your life".
In a nutshell, fuck it. I intend to enjoy my summer AND achieve those goals, today was the beginning of that, hopefully.
However, I'm making myself sound more baller than I actually am. In reality, I am giving myself today and possibly tomorrow to make the decisions and prepare to take the gamble. I think I can get today off work without getting the boot. So if by the end of the day little changes, I may just turn up for work tomorrow with a tail between my legs, as my quest is defeated before I leave the port... I haven't quit right now, so as to leave myself a back-up plan. Just got to pray they don't email back something along the lines of "don't worry, we can't cope with the unrealiability". I also CANNOT let my parents find out, they know I intend to quit but I said mid-August, work till then and then I am sweet financially.
My basic pay breaks down to £6.25 per hour. I earn more than that per hour at the Vic and I am sure I can earn as much as that online. However, you obviously need a pain threshold with poker due to variance, something I don't have right now, unless I utilise an overdraft, which I don't want to do, ideally.
Thus, poker is not a plausible, legitamate option right now, but it is a foundation. I have applied for many other jobs and I am going job hunting today... hopefully, hopefully something comes in. Ideally I want to get something that is part-time but where I can do 25 hours a week if I choose, then switch to 12-16 hours a week when uni starts. I get to know people, I enjoy it (hopefully), its a consistent income. I was working 16 hours a week in Waitrose and earning £500pcm...that would pay my rent, poker can do the rest along with loan...
If I stick with my guns now it would be tough financially until something comes along or I get back to the Vic. However, I firmly believe I will enjoy summer way more this way and can still earn the money I desire, if nothing else I would just have to make savings and there are plenty of ways I can do that, without enjoying myself any less. When I have money I am a complete degen with it and spend it a lot. However, I never put money away so when the chips are down....the chips are down.
Anyway, like I alluded to above, I think poker can contribute massively but I have never fully appreciated what it can offer or been bothered to utilise it, its always been more about the fun part. Well when I was grinding 10nl I was earning fairly large amounts of money. I thought about this and remembered my winrate...I am sure I can make more than £6.25p/h and I pick my hours! Thus, I booted up Stars at 9.30am, was going to play till I earn $20 or stop at 11.30am to go job hunting.
I earnt $17, in one hour, on 10nl! This may well not be sustainable and obviously there will be downswings. However, it helps me out, I enjoy it and its flexible!
I definately intend to get a job but one where I can still fit in poker. Basically the job will just pay my rent every month, whilst poker pays for everything else, as well as providing me with money to put away for a rainy day.
I have also come up with a couple of money-making schemes. One being letting the second bedroom out in the flat for the 8 weeks that girlfriend is away (she would go apeshit). I could achieve £80p/w easily, the market rate is £125p/w. £80 per week pays for 3/4 of my rent...tyvm. Then I really could just play poker for a living...
Anyway, the bottom line is you only live once.. My contract at works ends on the Friday before the Monday I start uni again. There is no way in hell I am doing that. Evenings are a write off, too tired. Weekends are similar and I couldn't get home, for example, until about 10pm on the Friday night, if I left straight from work, I then have to be back in work for 9am on the Monday morning. Its impossible to enjoy myself. Yeh I may well earn £3000 or something but what the hell for?
Life isn't a dress rehearsal...
Anyway, will see if I can make the most of today and then decide whether or not to stick with my guns. It may well be that I just cave in, bottle it and go to work tomorrow but I am sure as hell gonna give it a shot..
My aim at the start of this summer was too add some weight to my CV (check-I got the job, its now on CV, never going anywhere, plenty of ways to skin a cat, goal 2-to have £1000 sitting in current account, to have £500 sitting in savings, to have a poker roll of about £500, to have part-time work guaranteed heading in to the new academic year. Nowhere in my list of goals were there t+c's saying "you must do whatever it takes to achieve these, its a life or death situation and this summer is crucial to the remaining 60 years of your life".
In a nutshell, fuck it. I intend to enjoy my summer AND achieve those goals, today was the beginning of that, hopefully.
However, I'm making myself sound more baller than I actually am. In reality, I am giving myself today and possibly tomorrow to make the decisions and prepare to take the gamble. I think I can get today off work without getting the boot. So if by the end of the day little changes, I may just turn up for work tomorrow with a tail between my legs, as my quest is defeated before I leave the port... I haven't quit right now, so as to leave myself a back-up plan. Just got to pray they don't email back something along the lines of "don't worry, we can't cope with the unrealiability". I also CANNOT let my parents find out, they know I intend to quit but I said mid-August, work till then and then I am sweet financially.
My basic pay breaks down to £6.25 per hour. I earn more than that per hour at the Vic and I am sure I can earn as much as that online. However, you obviously need a pain threshold with poker due to variance, something I don't have right now, unless I utilise an overdraft, which I don't want to do, ideally.
Thus, poker is not a plausible, legitamate option right now, but it is a foundation. I have applied for many other jobs and I am going job hunting today... hopefully, hopefully something comes in. Ideally I want to get something that is part-time but where I can do 25 hours a week if I choose, then switch to 12-16 hours a week when uni starts. I get to know people, I enjoy it (hopefully), its a consistent income. I was working 16 hours a week in Waitrose and earning £500pcm...that would pay my rent, poker can do the rest along with loan...
If I stick with my guns now it would be tough financially until something comes along or I get back to the Vic. However, I firmly believe I will enjoy summer way more this way and can still earn the money I desire, if nothing else I would just have to make savings and there are plenty of ways I can do that, without enjoying myself any less. When I have money I am a complete degen with it and spend it a lot. However, I never put money away so when the chips are down....the chips are down.
Anyway, like I alluded to above, I think poker can contribute massively but I have never fully appreciated what it can offer or been bothered to utilise it, its always been more about the fun part. Well when I was grinding 10nl I was earning fairly large amounts of money. I thought about this and remembered my winrate...I am sure I can make more than £6.25p/h and I pick my hours! Thus, I booted up Stars at 9.30am, was going to play till I earn $20 or stop at 11.30am to go job hunting.
I earnt $17, in one hour, on 10nl! This may well not be sustainable and obviously there will be downswings. However, it helps me out, I enjoy it and its flexible!
I definately intend to get a job but one where I can still fit in poker. Basically the job will just pay my rent every month, whilst poker pays for everything else, as well as providing me with money to put away for a rainy day.
I have also come up with a couple of money-making schemes. One being letting the second bedroom out in the flat for the 8 weeks that girlfriend is away (she would go apeshit). I could achieve £80p/w easily, the market rate is £125p/w. £80 per week pays for 3/4 of my rent...tyvm. Then I really could just play poker for a living...
Anyway, the bottom line is you only live once.. My contract at works ends on the Friday before the Monday I start uni again. There is no way in hell I am doing that. Evenings are a write off, too tired. Weekends are similar and I couldn't get home, for example, until about 10pm on the Friday night, if I left straight from work, I then have to be back in work for 9am on the Monday morning. Its impossible to enjoy myself. Yeh I may well earn £3000 or something but what the hell for?
Life isn't a dress rehearsal...
Anyway, will see if I can make the most of today and then decide whether or not to stick with my guns. It may well be that I just cave in, bottle it and go to work tomorrow but I am sure as hell gonna give it a shot..
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